Coyote,
Across the board, ditto, ditto, ditto. Thanks for sharing your story. I know exactly that sick feeling you get, as I dropped my bike right around 1100 miles of owning it. It was terrible! Of course I wasn't as reserved with the comments. They didn't include, "Stupid, stupid, stupid! Why did I do that?" I used every cuss word in the dictionary. I even yelled at the two jackasses (real donkeys) that saw me crash. They looked at me while I was yelling, did the "hee haw" thing, and that was rock bottom for me. To essentially be laughed at by animals.........ARGHH! Luckily my little mishap only cost me $400, no insurance claim, bike is as good as new, and better than all that, I wasn't hurt. Glad to hear you weren't either.
Something I did learn from your story that sticks out is the term "Target Fixation". I'd never heard it till now, but I realize I'd done it in the past during a few near misses. Didn't know that what I was doing had a name. Now I do. Thanks again for sharing, take care of yourself, and hope it all works out for ya.
Aaron