Sheesh...What DON'T I want to do. Honestly, the only thing I don't want to do is have to work, but that's not realistic. I have three beautiful kids to raise and feed. AND I have a lifestyle, while not the greatest, is not something I would want to give up. I can't sell all my stuff, or disappear for 3 years, I have responsibilities.
When I got married and had kids, I knew THIS was what I needed to WANT to do for a long time. Actually, it still is. There is always some BS thrown in the mix, but that's just life. Currently, what I want the most is to retire. I'm still too young to actually retire-retire, but I can't wait to get the F*@# out of here and go do something else. I donno what, but anything except this. I'm tired of being stressed out. I'm tired of being wrong. I'm tired of dealing with administrators that have no idea what is going on. I'm tired of being kicked in the balls all the time. I'm tired of looking over my shoulder, and having to justify every goddammed thing I do. I'm tired of dealing with peoples' stupid ********. I'm tired of dealing with people who refuse to get jobs, but believe they are entitled to all the things the rest of us have to work for.
There are things I'd love to do. Really wanted to go on the Alps trip with Don and Mike a couple years ago, but the money and time just wasn't in the cards. Wanted to go to Copper Canyon and had the same issues. So, I supplement it with trips here and there to hang out with the boys (and girls). I really want to ride in New Zealand for a month too...Maybe one day when my kids are grown.
One thing I really want to do is buy a new 3/4 ton Powerstroke Ford. Hook that to the camper, and take the kids to the Grand Canyon, the Red Wood Forest, and some national parks over a 2-3 week period...That would be a blast. I want to move out of my house and buy a new one with room for my daughters' horses so they don't have to be kept at the trainer's place. Having them have their horses home every night so they could do what they want with them when they want, would make me very happy...Soon boys...Soon!